Lord tonight
There is a type of stillness in the air that if I listen
closely I can hear whispers of thoughts that tell me how great your mercy is for me. How much you love and care
for my well being.
There is a type of seeing, that if I try hard I can see
something but no words could describe it, and at times what I see with the minds eyes cannot really be put into words.
Because the place or road is far from here. It is the road that you have laid out for me to follow.
The reason is it so far away is because in my utter stupidity I
am not following your will for my life. I get up every morning thinking that I can handle all the world can throw
at me. But I cannot.
The devil lays snares and tether hooks in my path to get me
to follow him making everything look smooth and easy and so instead of doing your will I follow him, because it
looks a lot easier and smoother than the one you want me to take.
You stand by looking so sad with the tears in your eyes and say
to yourself I died so that she (he) can have eternal life in heaven with my Father to experience all the joy and happiness
that my Father wanted to give His children.
My children, My Father gave all of you crosses to bear in this life
some more than others. They are really blessings in disguise. They are helping you to gain your inheritance in heaven.
As I had to bear my cross to save you from eternal damnation and bring my Fathers mercy and love on you. So too
must you carry your cross by doing so you will bring others to heaven if you offer your pain, through unemployment, divorce,
sickness, financial problems, and in time God will give you the peace you long for and want.
Following His will for your life will not be easy. It is a long,
and painful journey but in the end you will find the happiness you never dreamed possible.
There will be a feeling that encompasses you so strongly
that you can feel a closeness like no other. You will literally feel Gods merciful arms around you holding you tight and close
to His Heart. He Loves You Like No Other ever will.
You are wrapped in a very strong embrace like no other. You
are in an embrace so full of love and warmth you never want to leave.
Even during the day the love encircles you so strongly you are afraid
to move because you are afraid it will disappear.
Oh how beautiful is the path that leads to God. One that cannot
never be described.
Gods Hands lifting you ever so gently and putting you next to His
Heart of Love and surrounding you with His Precious Blood as you close your eyes and the warmth of His Love when you awake.
No no words can ever discribed those feelings
You are on a spiritual journey that is different from mine the road
that God has you on is where He wants you now. You my child are closer to God than you can even imagine. He has
you right by the wound in His side and He is holding you tight.
Look up to the stars you will see an all encompassing
God holdng his Hand out for you.
